It's been awhile.

Today marks the 4th day of being away from him. Still bearing the pain and hurt. My mind keeps dwelling on the memories, making it harder to move on. Memories of making life difficult for him triggers remorsefulness. It makes me feel I'm a horrible person to be with. What's the use now anyway? No point crying over spilled milk. But I can't see myself pulling out from this circle of remorsefulness. Right now, I can't see myself finding a better guy, or least it's out of my concern. :( I miss him very much... T_T